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Nothing to Explain
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Nothing to Explain

A song on Animals Reveal the Openness

Story: The Dog Who Needed No Explanation

Verse 1

I came through the doorway
with a story in my throat
a hundred explanations
and a heart that couldn’t float
I was ready for the questions
I was ready for the blame
I was carrying a folder
with the evidence of my name

Then you leaned against my body
with your old and greying head
you didn’t ask who started it
or what somebody said
you didn’t need the details
you didn’t take a side
you just gave the tears a doorway
with your breathing at my side

Chorus

Nothing to explain to you
nothing to defend
no image I must carry
no argument to end
nothing to explain to you
no perfect words to find
love can move without permission
when the guard steps from the mind

Touch and warmth
fur and skin
nothing shut
nothing let in
just the heart without a plan
nothing to explain

Verse 2

With people comes the history
every role and every scar
the one I was expected to be
the one they think I are
the wish to be understood again
the fear they’ll turn away
the body starts preparing
for the trial before they say

The chest becomes a fortress
the jaw becomes a gate
the throat begins rehearsing
how to prove I’m good and straight
and underneath the armour
something tender waits unseen
not absent, not extinguished
only guarded in between

Chorus

Nothing to explain to you
nothing to defend
no image I must carry
no argument to end
nothing to explain to you
no perfect words to find
love can move without permission
when the guard steps from the mind

Touch and warmth
fur and skin
nothing shut
nothing let in
just the heart without a plan
nothing to explain

Bridge

You did not give me softness
you did not make me whole
you only asked no question
of the trembling animal
and in the space of no demand
the guarded body knew
the openness was already here
it did not come from you

So I will not blame the armour
or force the heart to show
protection learned its purpose
in the only way it knows
but now I see what waits beneath
when danger is not near
a love that needs no story
a warmth that needs no fear

Verse 3

I called my sister later
and the old defences came
she tried to be the wounded one
I tried to be the saint
then somewhere in the middle
we heard the roles appear
two frightened people holding
what they needed others to hear

We didn’t solve the history
we didn’t heal it all
but for a breath the images
grew softer on the wall
and underneath the argument
beneath the need to win
the same unguarded tenderness
was quietly breathing in

Final Chorus

Nothing to explain to you
nothing to defend
no image I must carry
no argument to end
nothing to explain to you
no perfect words to find
love can move without permission
when the guard steps from the mind

Touch and warmth
hand and skin
nothing forced
nothing let in
just the heart without a plan
nothing to explain

Outro

The animal shows the opening
the human shows the guard
one makes softness easy
one shows why it has been hard

Neither one is wrong
neither one to blame
love was always moving
beneath the defended name

Nothing to prove
nothing to gain
nothing to explain

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