Verse 1
I called it lazy for so long,
Like something in me had gone wrong,
Every pause a quiet crime,
Every rest a waste of time.
But I listened underneath the name,
Found no rebel, found no game.
Chorus
I’m not lazy, I’m low on fuel,
Running thin, not breaking rules,
Not refusing life or care—
Just out of breath, just not there.
When the weight comes off my chest,
Movement finds me on its own again.
Verse 2
Resistance showed up like a wall,
But it wasn’t fear of doing it all,
It was pressure dressed as need,
A voice that never let me be.
Once I stopped that inner fight,
The wall turned back into a door ajar.
Chorus
I’m not lazy, I’m worn inside,
Holding more than I can hide,
Not a flaw, not a sin—
Just a system asking to begin again.
When I stop demanding proof,
Energy moves in quiet truth.
Bridge
You can’t shame a fire to burn,
You can’t push a tide to turn,
Rest is not the opposite of care—
It’s how care repairs.
Final Chorus
I’m not lazy, I’m learning now,
How to listen to the body’s vow,
No more names that steal my ground,
Just small steps when strength is found.
Nothing broken, nothing lost—
Just life adjusting to its cost.
Outro
Not lazy.
Just human.
